Love is absolutely incredibly wonderful....for the first three months. Then life starts happening, money gets tight, someone loses a job or gets a pay cut or unexpected expenses come up. These situations are the true test of love, respect and admiration. How can you save you love some one if you're not willing to pony up and do what's needed. I'm lucky enough to have a partner who recognized how much we were struggling and did something about it....after some time.
Although we each have our good intentions, our dreams and ambitious it has been a challenge to find ways to enhance and not hinder each other at times. It's been at the very least trying on both our patiences. Even though we are still far from stable, it's on the horizon.
I've been MIA from Chubby Girl In the World for too long. For a while I was starting to think nothing I wrote mattered, that no one really paid attention to my little corner of the internet and then I remembered that as much as I love my readers I didn't start this blog for anyone else's sanity but my own.
My life got so hectic that I forgot this blog was my outlet into the wider world, some people paint, some people play music, I write. It's funny how we sometimes forget our own method of catharsis.
I was depressed, frustrated, feeling ineffective and basically just run down. I didn't want any of you to think I had given up on you, thank you for reaching out and making sure I was okay, rest assured CGINTW is in effect and so legitamate we cannot be stopped.
P.S. Tomorrow night- a secret look into the mind of men who "neg" and why we fall for the head games.